Is it possible to start feminization surgery before starting hormones or walking papers? I'm not entirely sure of where I am in regards to switching my gender or not. When I was a kid I use to associate myself as a girl, and I would follow in the same pattern as girls. Now, however, I'm not entirely sure if I should take such a dramatic, life changing risk. I'm twenty years old, I've changed a lot since then.... Ultimately, I would like to remain with feminine characteristics, but I'm not sure if I would consider reassigning my gender. I figured it would be best to rid myself of the masculine flaws that I see within myself before I consider such a drastic change. My biggest problem is facial and body hair. First, I was considering getting a vasectomy, and then taking on laser surgery or electrologist to get rid of my facial and body hair. Then, I would follow it with possibly facial or body feminization surgery, rounding out my hips and buttocks, and maybe, softening up some features of my face. I understand the hormones therapy helps a lot in softening the skin (what i really desire), breast development, emotional development, and to a certain extent, other characteristics in the body, but I do not wish to proceed the far yet. my internal bell has not gone off, and i do not want to make a change that I might regret. however, i do wish for a more feminine appeal. the thought of aging as a male scares me. i do not wish to lose my head of hair, my slim figure, nor do i care for this obscene amount of thick body and facial hair.
in regards to aging, i realize that i am young, but i wish to address these aging problems before they start. i know i won't be able to accomplish much of this, but i figured i would set up some future goals for myself.