hi all i am 17 male. well...when i was a kid... like 9 i had fantasized when masturbating about my best friend having sex with him like i sucking his penis or he putting his penis in my ***...and sometimes wanting to kiss him but when we go in real life i dont want to. also when i orgasm i change my mind about all that suddenly i dont like it anymore and then i am grossed about it but i also remember that i was masturbating to girl pictures and stuff...and now i like girls in school i love to watch lesbian porn i have lots naked pictures of girls that i like to watch but i kinda dont like regular porn...i tried to anal masturbate i kinda didnt like it but i still do it sometimes and i keep telling my self that i will not do it again but i do it... and i dont know why.. also i watched gay porn i didnt enjoy it, its kinda gross but i still go sometimes to check how they do it i also thought that i like strap on guy but i didnt enjoy it..some years latter i still fantasize when masturbation about my friend having sex with him i orgasm really fast and i really enjoy the end, but when i fantasize about anything else like having sex with a really hot girl its really hard to orgasm and sometimes i cant....
also when i talk to a girl i get all nervios....and when i talk to boys i feal nothing.....i like girl bodies more....
i just dont undestand when i orgasam i dont like it anymore i get grossed but when i get turned on again its back....not alweys but sometimes.....i had dreams about having sex with guys and stuff..
so whats wrong with me?
am i gay?
what should i do?
any tips?
PS:sorry about my english i am serbian :P