So today my cousin and his family were over here and eventually my cousin and I (I'm a guy) went down to my basement. My cousin said he wanted a backrub and he lay on my bed. I sat on his butt and rubbed his back for around 10 minutes before he told me to rub his butt. So I did and then I started getting hard. He told me like 5 minutes later to take off his pants and I really wanted to and so I did then I rubbed all around his *** and then down in between his legs and felt his dick. He flipped around and he asked me if I would suck it for him and I did exactly that. His dick is a lot smaller than mine cause he's two years younger but I could taste some ***. Then he pulled open my pants and sucked me a little bit too.
My cousin has not said he's gay and neither have I but I think we know we both are. I really enjoyed this time but I also know its wrong. I need help....I don't know what to do about it.